Painting With Light

I gave up making New Year resolutions a long time ago. Couldn’t see the sense in any of it. I never managed to keep most of them anyway, despite my best intentions.

The only one I ever came close to keeping was my promise to go on telling stories, as long as I could. The artistic side of me knew I could keep that one.

I’ve always doing enjoyed creative things, and the ancient art of storytelling is especially well suited to artistic exploration. No special equipment is needed beyond the ability to use words, and a whole lot of imagination.

In our fast-paced, media-driven world today, storytelling can be a nurturing way to remind people that mere words are themselves powerful, that listening is always important, and that meaningful communication between people is an art.

I continue to practice my storytelling. I’m about 25,000 words deep into the third book of my Reichold Street trilogy, but I’ve hit one of those moments when I just want to walk away for a while and give the characters a chance to tell me where it’s going.

So, I tried something else.

I wrote the following little story in about 15 minutes last night. It’s short enough to be something I’d do at a reading, which may be the best way to hear it. A couple of people have told me it’s a very emotional piece. I’d love to know what you think of it.

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Holiday Lights
© R.L. Herron

I flipped the switch and watched the red and white twinkling lights go on outside. White lights wrapped around the trunk of the tree; red ones in the branches.

I liked the twinkling lights. They reminded me of Caroline. She had always enjoyed the holidays and the lights.

“Put some in the front,” she had cajoled me one year. “I think the white ones would be pretty draped over the railing.”

So, even though the thermometer had barely made it to seven that day, I waded through the snowdrifts and draped white twinkling lights over the rail.

“Perfect,” she said.

Caroline laughed when I plugged them in, and clapped her hands together like a little girl. Her blue eyes sparkled and she danced. Suddenly I didn’t feel so cold any more. I had made her happy, and that meant a lot. That meant everything.

I still put the lights out front every year, red over white, just like she wanted, even though it was getting harder for me to reach the higher branches on the tree.

Maybe I’ll skip that last strand, I thought, although I knew I wouldn’t. I’d wrestle the ladder around and use one of those ‘grabby-things’ to help me reach the top branches, no matter how long it took.

It didn’t matter how cold it was, or how much snow had fallen. Every year it was worth it. Once the lights were on, I felt good and warm again, even if I was still standing outside in the snow.

The holidays were over now, but I still turned on the lights. Just one more night. I knew when the time came to finally turn them out for the year the happy memories of my Caroline would once again slip into the shadows, and I wanted them that one night more.

My neighbor, Mike, walked over as I went down the driveway to get the paper.

“Pushing the holiday a bit, aren’t you John?”

“What’s wrong with a few lights?” I asked.

“It’s January twentieth,” Mike said. “Christmas has been over almost a month.”

“January twentieth?”

“Yeah, John, everyone’s getting ready for Valentine’s Day and the stores are already pushing Easter.”

I knew Mike would never understand why the lights were so important to me. “Well,” I said, “Just one more night won’t hurt anything, will it?”

The look he gave me was one of resignation. “John, as far as I’m concerned you don’t ever have to take them down … but the holiday is over and it looks a little silly.”

“I guess you’re right, Mike,” I said. “Just one more night.”

He sighed, and I could tell he was thinking “Silly old man” as he trudged back up his own driveway shaking his head. I watched him until he disappeared into his garage and the door started down.

I didn’t go inside right away, even though my breath left frosty plumes in the air. I stood at the end of the driveway and admired the lights, remembering how much Caroline had enjoyed them. It seemed hard to believe she’d been gone already for three years.

I missed her terribly every day, but she seemed so much closer when those twinkling lights were in the tree and on the rail that I was like a little kid, filled with excitement, when I put them up. I hated to take them down.

“See, Caroline,” I’d say when I’d wrestled the boxes out of the attic, “the lights are going up again.”

When they were strung and I threw the light switch, I’d stand there looking at them from the same spot in the living room she’d always stood to admire them. I always felt good at that moment.

Then, every night, when I turned them on again, I’d say those words to her, even though she wasn’t there.

“See, my love, the lights are on again.”

The wind picked up and blew the chill air around my scarf and down my neck. I shivered, and knew it was time to get back inside, but I stopped near the front door to look once more at the lights … and at the empty spot inside the front window where she used to stand.

The lights had always made her so happy, and I was happy, too, when she was.

It felt wrong to want to cry.

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The Magic of Storytelling is Universal

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“The thing under my bed waiting to grab my ankle isn’t real. I know that, and I also know that if I’m careful to keep my foot under the covers, it will never be able to grab my ankle.”

~ Stephen King, Night Shift

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In the Beginning
This past weekend I was reminded of things that happened to me a long, long time ago. When I was a kid (back when dinosaurs still freely roamed the planet), my family would visit my grandparents in Tennessee every summer.

They lived a hard and simple life on a small farm in the middle of the state, about 20 miles from the nearest town. The road in front of their farmhouse was unpaved and I vividly remember cars passing by – usually far too fast – kicking up clouds of red dust that took a long time to settle.

The house itself was built of corrugated tin over a spindly wood frame, with an unpainted porch across the front of the whole place that we kids were admonished not to play on, because it had fallen into disrepair on one side.

They had electrical service, but it was only for the few bare light bulbs that hung down from the center of the low ceilings of the three rooms inside. There was no television, and it was long before the advent of video games.

I seem to recall an old AM radio about the size of a small suitcase that shared one wall of the side room where two old featherbeds awaited visitors, but I don’t actually remember it ever working. I’m not sure there was even a plug for it.

As I discovered, the few times I was there in the winter, the house was somewhat heated by a small pile of coal burning in the front room fireplace … but it was the old wood stove my grandmother cooked upon in the kitchen all day that was the main heat source. There was no central furnace.

There was no running water or a bathroom, either. We did our business in the outhouse that sat at the end of a mowed path through tall weeds way out back (which was a scary trip at night), and my grandmother drew her water from a well that had been dug just outside the back door.

A Place of Magic
However, although the house looked like something I would later see in stories of the Appalachian poor, when I was small I thought it was a magical place.

All of my relatives would converge there when we arrived, and on Sunday after church my grandmother and aunts would cook up a proverbial storm, so there was always lots of fried chicken, mashed potatoes and pies … especially pies … for a young appetite.

In spite of the condition of their homestead, I clearly remember sitting with my cousins on the good side of the porch, after filling our bellies with comfort food, listening to the myriad sounds of the warm summer nights.

In enthralled wonder, we would eagerly await the beginning of the real delight of the evening … the moment when my grandfather, father and uncles would begin to swap stories.

Most of the men smoked. It was long before the Surgeon General admonished the country how dangerous it could be and some of the men rolled their own cigarettes while they sat there on the porch (my grandfather grew and dried his own tobacco).

I thought there was something fascinating and mysterious in watching my grandfather be the first to measure out that dried weed into a thin white rectangle of paper and roll it into a vague cylindrical shape … all with one hand. With that patriarchal ceremony complete, many of the other men followed suit.

Then, almost in unison, they either leaned backward with their chairs against the porch; or sat backwards in their chair, resting an arm heavily on the high back as they leaned forward to begin weaving their tales.

Oh, the Stories
The stories they told were usually about some strange event during a previous year’s planting season … plowing up a nest of hornets, or halting the plowing altogether to chase down a fox.

The younger uncles would brag about how fast their cars were, and they would all quickly segue into tales of hunting and fishing, and “the big one that got away” got bigger with every telling.

Then, sometime well after dark, when all you could see was the soft outline of faces lit by the glowing end of a cigarette, one of my uncles would remember a ghost story and try to frighten all the kids with it.

When he finished, each of the others would try, one-by-one, to top the previous yarn. The stories got more outlandish and more eerie as the night progressed.

On cloudless nights, while the bats would chase mosquitoes, the Milky Way seemed to dance and weave its way across the heavens in step with the stories, in a way I never saw so clearly in the city. It was almost surreal wandering up there in that inky sky.

The kids would gradually huddle together and, more than once, I saw a few of my uncles bunch a little tighter together, too.

The final ghost story of the night would usually scare me half to death, but thrill me at the same time. I can remember how my skin crawled as every strange nighttime noise in that unbroken country darkness seemed amplified into something sinister.

The older I get, the more I realize the debt I undoubtedly owe to my family. I think my love of good storytelling had its genesis there on that porch.

In fact, I’m sure of it.

 
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